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they say shit like “oh just go out and buy a plane ticket to
anywhere, go live life instead of worrying about him”
but who actually has the time or the cash for that

so instead i’ve opened the college-girl manual on
how to scrub a boy out from every strand of hair
he ran his fingers through, instead i’ve started figuring out
the little things to make him wash out like
dip-dying your hair with the leftover bleach
from your sister’s kit or maybe using red kool-aid for it
so when you stand in the shower you watch thin blood-colored streams
run down your curves or maybe you learn to give your phone
to a more responsible adult when you go out to get drunk
because you kind of turn into a needy little shit (you’re
starting to worry your friends are a million times done with it)
and you start learning how to force yourself into having fun
in little thing like spooning chocolate icing out of
the container even though it’s probably definitely not healthy
but it’s better than going crazy trying to get thin again for him,
you learn not to let yourself get too introverted on rainy days because
that shit is a slippery slope right down into spending four hours
on his facebook page,
you learn to take long walks when you need to think
because that way at least you get some exercise since let’s be real
you really just want to curl up in bed and stare at a wall until
the earth crumbles around your ears, you learn to dress
hot as hell just for yourself
because you’re bammin-slammin-bootylicious,
you learn to be cool with leggings as pants despite the fact
when you were fourteen and trying too hard to be ‘alternative’ you
totally used to rage about how they’re not actually,
you learn and you grow up and you cry about it some and then you
cry about it until it feels like you’re gonna drown and then you have
a couple of days of just absolute blankness where you
kind of don’t know if you’re okay and then you have a couple of days
of being a fucking rainbow like hell yeah and then maybe you see
two people kissing and you start crying all over again and it’s okay
because you learn to stretch out in the sun and to pet every animal
you come across even if it’s something you’re kind of scared of
and you learn and you learn and you learn and you kind of end up
becoming a whole different person and this will fuck with your head
for a little whenever you see him
because part of you will want to tell him
“i’m someone completely new now, i’ve buffed out some of my
flaws and i’m pretty fucking proud” but at the same time you
don’t want to go back to where you were so you’re in this weird “do
i actually talk to him” limbo - you learn that you still feel an odd kind
of queasy when you think about him and you really wanna puke when
you see him with her but you learn to take a deep breath
and not let it ruin your night and
to make out with random guys if you’re into that and
you learn to do your homework on time and you
learn the people you can study with so you can copy from them and
you relearn how to make friends
and you learn that you’re not the only one feeling broken and
you learn to be fine without him because eventually
some part of you remembers that you’ve had a whole life without him
and you were doing pretty good beforehand and
right now you might cry all day but you’re getting better and
you’re gonna be
okay.

I’m alone again and I’m not so sure I’m ever going to be loved.” (via inkskinned)

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radical-illusion:

I have a job and I work for my parents getting all the money we need to pay for bills. I am trying to save money so that I can help out with bills and save enough for university. Yes I am aware that I could get a loan but many people spend years paying off university loans and it takes year. I would rather save up and pay for the course instead of being under the pressure of having a debt to pay. 

I attend college in Stafford, and the cost of college supplies is high. I don’t make enough money to afford for those supplies, and my family already has to the worry about their bills. Also, I have to pay for my own bills and I also help out with my families bills.. It’s really tough here for me financially and if you guys could take a second out of your day to click the ad it would help me out of lot. If you have many question I would be more then happy to answer them. Also when on the ad page please try and click around, pretend to be browsing. Thank you so much xx

As I am 17 I am starting to learn how to drive and of course lesson do not come cheap!!! I have to pay for my lesson as well as MOT, tax and car insurance. I hope that you can help me with this. All these will cost over £1000+ which is about $1600+.

I am still a teenager, and I still need need to be able to afford for: college supplies, clothes, food. None of this stuff comes cheap. So if you could take a moment to click them, it would mean A LOT. I’ll try to my best to show you my sincerest gratitude. It only takes a second to click on my ads thank you so much xxx

Please message me if you have any questions 

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they didn’t let us in they thought we were 12

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bhamms:


He’s smiling. He’s proud of himself. 
He’s saying “Look at me, that’s right, I’m balancing myself on this little stub of a branch. I am as majestic as a bird on its perch.”


behold the happiest bear

My heart
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sadnradxvx:

fuck-it-fire-everything:

bhamms:

He’s smiling. He’s proud of himself. 

He’s saying “Look at me, that’s right, I’m balancing myself on this little stub of a branch. I am as majestic as a bird on its perch.”

behold the happiest bear

My heart

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